he's back.

the one who's always close to heart.

visited aunt and cousins in puchong after dinner.

he misses momo and bobby more than me!

welcome back, d :)

i actually miss this place.

talked to winnie jie today on phone.
she sound pweetty happy as it'll be her last weekend in melb and she's off to europe for 6months. travelling! *envy*

missed the days i spent with her, at this cozy place.
haha. messy but it's so family family family.
my very first place in melb :)
i remember the crazy nights we spent!

ah. i miss you honey bee!

life goes on.

yeah.
i moved on since the day you turned away from me.

kinda lazy recently. too much work to do too little time.
work is piling up without me realising it.
no more leisure time.
the only time im comfortable is when im curling up in bed watching series to sleep.

i still miss home, sometimes.
i miss you too, the one in aussie.

i miss the old days.
with mermaids and laughters around.


preps for upcoming assignments and events.
first time feeling that it's a long sem.
most probably it's cos of im attending the classes everyday from day to night.

i need a break :(

preps for assignment/upcoming event.

everyone is taking this seriously.
jumpstart our very first step in preparations, from where it all begins.
sentul east :p
tired but we had fun. it was an eye-opening visit to MAC :)

my lovely group members.

cute enough to melt my heart!

so this is how it is like.

advanced diploma, not as easy as i thought it would be.

still remember my whining about being forced to take politics&media as my elective subject.

last sem's results came out today. judgement day, they called it.
my mind went blanked the moment the page poped out. kinda, surprised!
haha. i got a 'D'....which means i FAILED.

yayyy, i flunked my politics as predicted.
but, i am ok :) real ok :)
haha. i just accepted it like that.
how? like that la.

i give thanks :)because Jesus did it together with me.
wonder why i still failed the paper IF Jesus was there with me?
come and ask me :)


my cell leader shared psalm 57 with me this morning.
right after i checked my results.
it was really ok to fail. haha.
im not over-optimistic, no point feeling sad right?
instead, i was so semangat in giving thanks and praising God, for His faithfulness.

Psalm 57

A David Psalm, When He Hid in a Cave from Saul

v1-3

Be good to me, God—and now! I've run to you for dear life. I'm hiding out under your wings until the hurricane blows over. I call out to High God, the God who holds me together. He sends orders from heaven and saves me, he humiliates those who kick me around. God delivers generous love, he makes good on his word.

v4-5

I find myself in a pride of lions who are wild for a taste of human flesh; Their teeth are lances and arrows, their tongues are sharp daggers. Soar high in the skies, O God! Cover the whole earth with your glory! 6 They booby-trapped my path; I thought I was dead and done for. They dug a mantrap to catch me, and fell in headlong themselves.

v7-8

I'm ready, God, so ready, ready from head to toe, Ready to sing, ready to raise a tune: "Wake up, soul! Wake up, harp! wake up, lute! Wake up, you sleepyhead sun!"

v9-10

I'm thanking you, God, out loud in the streets, singing your praises in town and country. The deeper your love, the higher it goes; every cloud is a flag to your faithfulness.

v11

Soar high in the skies, O God! Cover the whole earth with your glory!

well, the flunking of p&m is sort of a negative reinforcement though. im more semangat to study now, i think. haha. and yeah, psalm57 isn't my placebo, but my tak sabar-sabarness to praise God. praising God in storms, is the most beautiful thing i can do with my flesh :)


Jesus rocks!

second semester.

3rd week.
time flies, indeed.

things still remained the same.
hecticness.
heavier assignment scales, getting harder at the same time.
i wish, i was smarter. but too bad, i am just the ordinary me.
nevermind, i have a all-knowing God.

new semester.

got myself a new school bag, as usual.

perhaps a make-over.

something like this?

i like :)

神的道路。

这一次回家 都和家人在一起
回KL前 很忧郁
哭了好多次 好多次

爸爸 很爱我
妈妈 很爱我
婆婆 很爱我

昨晚 一个人在客厅整理行李
睡前 爸爸贴心地叮咛要早点休息
我开始傻傻地哭了起来
很不舍得 想要留下来

今天中午 妈妈回家煮午餐
很难得 就为了要见我
还特地去买了我要吃的芒果
之后还打了好多好多次电话给我
不住地一直叮咛

婆婆还特地提早回家
坚持要送我去机场
这次还做了我爱吃的 要我带回KL


在机场
看着家人的背影
我 那一刻 很想家
我 担心 我的家人

在候机室 忍不住又开始哭了起来
一面听歌 一面哭
心里一直问神 怎么办
到底我的前途在哪里
有那么一瞬间 我想留下来

但是 上帝说
你的家人 我必看顾
你的婆婆 我必拯救

神的道路高过人的路
神的意念高过人的意念
他的心里有蓝图
他的时间不错误
一步一步带领你前途


他立大地的根基
他让云彩空中漂浮
是他创造生命气息
是他应许照顾赐福


神造万物各按其时
耐心等待必要欢呼


这是神给我的应许