promise keeper?

you should have just told me if you don't like it.
seriously.
tell me earlier if you don't like it.
i ain't gonna bite.

it is better that you don't promise me of anything.
i rather you never promised it at the first place.
breaking the promises is the last thing i want to see in you.
it makes you no difference from others, seriously.
you once said you were different and asked me not to compare you to them.
now you tell me, what am i supposed to tell my heart?

promise me of things that you don't like is going to turn you into a promise breaker
instead of a keeper.

the urge of backpacking arises, again.

a backpack and me.
go i am thinking, leaving i am going.
planning, soon, hopefully :)

I AM HAPPY :)

i think.
i am just a habit.
i am just a replacement.

i shall stop being emo anymore.
alright.
i have decided to be happy.

i lost my purse again, yesterday.
i should just be cool with it. not the first time anyway.
sien. i think the bank officer hates me now.
and this isn't the worst part, yet.

i realised that my starbucks tumbler actually has a crack on it.
:( :( :(  major emo-ness.
sigh. what else?
i dont know.

browsing old pics and found out that i was such a happy kid back then :)

so happy :)

我們 沒有在一起

你一直說的那個公園已經拆了

還記得盪著鞦韆日子就飛起來漫漫的下午陽光都在臉上撒野

你那傻氣 我真是想念

那時候小小的你還沒學會嘆氣
誰又會想到他們現在喊我女王
你哈哈笑的樣子倒是一點沒變
時間走了 誰還在等呢

這杯咖啡忘了加糖
真不是我那麼傷感
世界太複雜 你說單純很難
我當然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能瞭解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘

我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠遠分享

那條路走呀走呀走呀總要回家
兩隻手握著晃呀晃呀捨不得放
你不知道吧後來後來我都在想
跟你走吧 管它去哪呀

這杯咖啡忘了加糖
真不是我那麼傷感
世界太複雜 你說單純很難
我當然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能瞭解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘

我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠遠分享

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能瞭解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘

我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠遠分享

我們沒有在一起至少還像朋友一樣
你遠遠的關心 其實更長..

这都是你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛

才学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星

但几个会落地

一辈子有多少次叹息

遇见你我无法呼吸

这都是你不知道的事

这都是你不知道的事

my heart tells me otherwise.

i once thought it was really okay to be vulnerable because you were always there. you said you would be there.
liar.
disappointment comes one after another. i should have just trusted in everything people say.
liar.


i think i need someone to go singapore with me this time.
i miss merlion :)

wishful thought.

so i guess thats it.
im just another failure.
i know exactly what do i want but im just too afraid to lose it all.
im just not that brave anymore.


i will tell. one day.
when im leaving to uk.
i will tell :)

love, at the mean time.
just stay at where i wish you to be.
just stay.

割爱

我的 心 冷了一整晚
还在跳  但是痛

好想把思念结成冰
然后狠狠地  打碎


亲爱的
原谅我的  自私
对不起


不是爱情的错