i did mention about this to a few of close friends recently.
and it is sort of an open secret between mermaids and i.. for years. xp


LOL.
alrights, here comes the old grandma story.

back to about 7 years ago, when i was only 14.. i had this huge crush on a guy. we went to the same tuition centre, which ws my most fav place cos there was where i could see him. haha.
and hmmmm...... ...... .....

i can't remember which year was it, most probably when i was in form2, my school was the main organisor for this mssm swimming competition thingie and as asual, mermaids and i were the selected or appointed few ones to help out in events(we're forever busy. haha. glamorous MERMAIDS!). this guy was in the competition too, he represented miri^^

and and and.. the three days event gave me the opportunity to really have a good look at him. and so happened that one of my friends who is also a representative swimmer for miri went and told him about my crush on him on the second day. >.<

but but but.. i really thanked her for doing so. lol. it was because... something happened laa on the third day.. HAHAHA. and as i could recalled, i was so happy. yeah, just happy!
the story just stopped there after that. he did not take further actions and so didn't i. pathetic.
the last time i saw him was after i graduated from high school, bumped into him in a shopping complex back in hometown. and the last time i heard about him was he was studying in uk, his family immigrated to somewhere in arab.

something brought him back to my memories months ago and i tried everything, just to find him. i even googled him, asked around my friends... but i just couldn't get track of him. kind of give up already la, finding someone who i barely know is just HAIH...

until yesterday, i tried facebook and i FOUND him.
HAHAHAHA.
was so happy. not that i still have the HUGE crush on him, it's just the happiness that somehow i finally found someone who i've been looking for... what should i call this...hmmm..sort of a childhood memory? i guess so. glad to know that he is doing well back in uk. =)))


i thank God for everyone in my life, including you who is reading this. somehow somewhere down the path of my life, some of you might leave me for whatever reason it is.. i breathe a lil prayer, i pray that God will bless you, protect you for every harm that may come your way. bless you, heart you.