:)

巴拔说，

以前我们好不容易 有了你

失去了两个 才有了你

你是因 爱 而生。

所以 不要畏惧 好好地爱，珍惜。

身边所有，不是偶然。

巴拔 爱 你。

忍住泪水，我喃喃地说，

我也爱你。

2010年，

我重新，用会跳的心，练习爱。

post-christmas trip and treat

Mille Crepe at Nadeje.

Satay Celup at Capitol.

sweetheart :)

jumpshot!

childhood buddy :)

i love the people who made my day :D

not to forget,

my personal bag boy!

terima kasih for the day :)

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got an emergency call from kuku oxygen tank on Monday.

HUNGRY LOR!

hanging out with him makes me feel like im smarter, seriously.

it was a fun day out.

we have oxygentank and shutdown now.

what's next?

:)

such an interesting night :)

we were bored at home. discussed about checking exam timetable via CeL rather than Intranet.

hence, Kylie started it in fb.

*click on pictures to enlarge*

things get interesting when the ccb moron commented on her status :)

im still waiting for him to reply anyway.

ccb long lor. sibeh slow.

i bet he must be checking dictionary for words to attack me.

*yawns*

i just love being myself :)

The Sisters.

thankyou darling for the Christmas surprise!

wonderful meal with lame jokes. haha.

you lamer!

it has been 3months since we last sat down and really talked.

jiejie loves you, very much.

such a blessed day :)

saw this when i logged into fb :)

giamsiap la. didnt even call and wish me.

i start to hate fb now lor.

anyway, i still love you.

my mermaids!

the sister called and told me to get her a christmas present.

=.=

i asked for this in return.

very childish meh.

it's cute la.

i was stunned when i got this sms from her.

so cute!

cheryl is just so cheryl!

Blessed Kissmas :D

PSSSTTTTT!!!

i gonna have the whole room for 2days, only me and my teddies and my lappy :)))))

yaaaayyyyyyy!

im free from the 'fold-your-blanket-after-you-wake-up' screaming for TWO days.

haha.

btw, blessed birthday, Jesus my Love!

not good.

not good.

not good.

not good.

not good.

not good.

Christmas not merry, mine.

i miss my dad :(

met Tupperware Prince today.

too tanned.

too dark.

no more fair fair boy.

uber stupidness, he is.

*click to enlarge*

* click to enlarge*

pwweeewwhh!

someone kill him please.

thank goodness he realised his not-so-cleverness. HERE.

ngaiti. i need oxygen tanks!

=.=

*

woke up worrying about statistics midterm.

'today's gonna be a good day.' i whispered.

Day 340 without you.

i thought i've moved on until you came and stole my heartbeat again.

let me go, will you?

she loves her thursday.

life's good when love is around.

i love, you.

mid-December.

she asked me the other day that what am i going to do during christmas.

i told her that i yet to decide.

church is on 20th not 25th.

im not going home neither do my parents coming over. plan changed :(

i was thinking of resting at home.

i talked to her again few days ago.

so have you decided what are you going to do for your christmas?

* i don't want to go somewhere which will be very packed. *

that was what i told her.

** stay at home? **

she asked.

i remained silence for very long and i recalled of something i wanted to do so much in the past few years during christmas, so called MY CHRISTMAS WISH. haha.

*do you still remember we talked about the same thing while we were back in stpm, our wish for that year's christmas, which never came true? *

* we used to wish that we would still have our unplanned outing during christmas when one of us proposed to leave and go somewhere and all of us would just follow without hesitating! *

* i wished to go cameron that year, you wished to go singapore. but all of us ended up stuck in the dancing room in college preparing for upcoming events. *

* haha. that unspoken lil wish was once dead. it does not come alive even for now, i buried it, somewhere in my heart. *

* someday, somehow, it would become alive again. but never an unplanned outing anymore, but a day i spend it together with you, those i love :) *

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meiling asked if i want to have a hamster as christmas pressie :)

i cant afford to lose another one, thanks ya.

you know i love you, houseleader :)

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i want to go somewhere which i can breathe.

too much to do in December, too lil time.

birthdays lining up since the beginning of the month.

today is, Cwaai's biggie.

blessed 20th!

need not to say much la ya.

we celebrate together every year eh.

be good boy only then i sayang.

haha.

spot this!

10 Best Travel Experiences.
spotted mine :D :D :D
today is indeed a good day.
thanks to SSH 10th Anniversary Celebration, Tourism Faculty :)



btw,
Selamat Hari Jadi, Encik Jenabi.

finally your turn to be Double-2!
remember to bring oxygen tanks when you come over to kl next week :)
xxoo

posted,

UltraRed.

.

she left me still. left me alone in tears.

i miss, every moment that i spent with her and every laughter she brought to us.

i miss you, Rainbow.

i was never a good mama. i know.

time to let Naughty go as well? NO.

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they called and asked me out.

instead of staying in the house staring at the empty cage and browsing the pics i took with her, i decided to get out of the house.

i thought it was just another ordinary night.

later then i figured out that they were trying hard to cheer me up, real hard.

until i laughed real hard.

i decided not to go home and stayed out whole night.

i know there are people who were worrying sick about me.

im fine :)

i just need a lil some time.

someone asked me the other day, why do you never smile and laugh so often anymore?

i answered, because there is nothing worth smiling and laughing at anymore.

yes.

i grow colder at heart, tougher in character and wearing a mask.

after the betrayal of trust.

121209

it's chloe's biggie!

blessed 22 :)

sorry for not celebrating it with you again.

but you know I LOVE YOU!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

anyway, this made my night.

old buddies always know the ways to make me smile when im down.

p/s: im looking forward to see you! Enning, Achi and Hsiung, and not to forget mr.Ling :D

December is always the best month in a year.

xx

Rainbow,

:taken on 10Dec09.

one more month to 2years old birthday.

sometimes i doubt if i had loved you enough.

im worrying sick seeing you lying there suffering :(

do not leave me, please.

id dislikes ego dislikes super ego

"YOUINCONSIDERATESELFCENTEREDJERK!!!"

"I'm sorry. What did I do? Are you okay?"

"ALWAYS THINKING OF YOURSELF! WHY DON'T YOU THINK ABOUT SOMEBODY ELSE? HOW DARE YOU BARGE IN HERE WAKING ME UP LIKE THAT!!!"

Are you still mad?"

"Shut up."

"Can I do anything?"

"Drop dead."

"i think i start to hate you, Zoe Sing Yee Sim!"

the conversation between my id, ego and super ego.

6more hours to college and im stuck in editing psych com assignment. im going to college in pyjamas!

We Care, Do You?

the event was more than just a great success :)

all the hard work were paid off.

days travelling back and forth to sentul finally comes to an end.

discussions and discussions and meetings and meetings.

phone calls and emails and poster shootings.

condoms and posters and board games and reading materials.

bye bye. im relieved.

was very stressed up few days before the event.

was worrying sick about the venue and the participants :(

very thankful, very.

that we have such supportive lecturers in our school.

despite of all the negative feedbacks from the college admin, they supported us to carry that big thing out. nah, talking about sex is a forbidden issue in TARC. do not ask me why, i do not know :(

very thankful, too.

MAC and KLASS that provided us with tons of materials.

without the posters boardgame condoms booklets flyers, we wouldn't have made it a success.

we're thankful towards everyone who showed up.

the lecturers, seniors and juniors!

and old pals who came back to show your love during the pre-event.

you're all great people, me loves you all heaps.

i'm thankful towards my loves, gaogao aiai orhorh bakbak, eric ruohan joowee grace.

you all are just amazing! :D

:) love ms.Eva for all her support.

p/s1: though the event had come to an end, the spread of safer sex education should not stop :) we care, do you?

p/s2: there will be a huge celebration of SSH 10th anniversary at canteen2, TarC from 14th-16th Dec. do come cos there will be people doing the same thing we did too! come and show us that you care! :D

love from Sydney!

she called and asked me to go on webcam.

she said it was urgent.

haha. i saw them!

my two lil nieces back in sydney.

thanks W, this is why i love you!

haha.

meet Acacia and Zoe Ngu.

(yes, lil Zoe who doesnt look like me. the father loves the name Zoe and insisted to name her Zoe as well. we have 2 Zoe's now :D )

lil Zoe looks like a boy hor??!

haha. cute la.

esp when she called me 'yiyi' through the mic.

shhhhooo cute :D

lil Acacia, getting pweettierr!

it became Zoe's webcam-ing session after that.

haha. enjoyed talking to her.

baby talking of course.

awwwww!

you did it on purpose, Winnie Ha!

im missing the two lil princesses now!

sometimes.

lil sis asked me if im going home for cny next year.

my heart sank to the bottom the moment i said no.

mum called at night, asked me the same question again.

i answered no and gave her the lamest excuse i could ever thought of.

she didn't say much but told me to go home, if i could.

sometimes, life just doesn't go the way we want it to be.

i might change my mind, maybe.

i do not know.

sometimes, i just feel like leaving kl and go home.

i know i cant.

i need to grow up and be an adult :)

i need a shoulder to lean on!

mind to lend me yours?

love, never left.

it all started with a surprise visit from Chiewyee at college.

thanks for coming all the way to hug me when i needed it the most :)

then we decided to meet JiunChing up since it was his birthday on 7th Dec.

and things turned out whoopsielyyyyy awesome!

had a splendid time catching up with all of them.

JiunChiung, the one who taught me proper mandarin eversince i came to kl :D

ChiewYee, the one who told me not to give up in trusting people :D

you have no idea how much i love you both!

awesome, right?

a 3persons gathering turned out to be a 13persons-gathering.

winter at happy season :D

second round of eating and chichatting at bangi kopitiam.

close to hearts, we are.

i still remember every single little thing you guys did for me during the tough days :)

me loves you both!

12th Community Service, SPUS.

you're awesome :)

very the random.

tend to fall down easily and get bruises almost everyday.

always lost balance while walking up/down staircase.

tried to jump into bed but aimed wrongly, ended up knocked the head against the table's corner.

played volleyball and broke a toe.

carried heavy stuff then broke the index finger.

still, i dont think that im accident prone XD

it's World AIDS Day today.

STOP AIDS and KEEP THE PROMISE :)

and...

it's Queen P's biggie today as well.

her 23rd.

another year not celebrating together.

you know i love you.

xxoo

gonna meet amanda tomorrow, woohoo!

breast cancer awareness workshop at v210, wooohooo!

lunch at the apartment, woooohoooo!

movieeeeeeee at 210pm, wooooohooooo!

meet my love at night, WOOOOOOHOOOOOO!

brains want holiday.

i think my brains are going to stop working very soon.

a lot of things yet to be accomplished.

a lot of datelines =.=

preparing for eng presentation tomorrow.

i think it might be a bomb!

im writing on

WHAT IS A WOMAN'S ROLE IN A MAN'S WORLD?

my message is basically purposed to be delivered to the MALE in class tomorrow.

haha.

there are things that they need to learn!

also to the female, there are things that you need to know and do in a man's world :D

he told me today.

screw what the feminists are saying, a wife that knows her domestic role will always get a man!

i do agree to a certain extent :p

disagree?

talk to my hand!

ah :)

thanks to fb. haha.

got in touch with a few cousins recently.

and real glad to find out that they are all doing pretty fine.

haha. guess what.

Jaime is in Perth, moving back to Auckland next year.

Rosaline is in Romania!

Jenny is in Sydney.

Ricky is in Perth.

Winnie is in Melbourne.

Matilda is in London.

Jeremy is in LA.

i can start to arrange my schedule for next year's trip already :D

we had fun.

the pre-event was a success.

good weather and we had real fun :)

real glad to see old pals coming back tho.

some of us managed to drag mr.Bala and ms.Eva to take pic with us.

teehee. cant tell that we're all future psychologists hor?

we do this when we are resting/bored/having breaks.

camwhore using webcam!!

this is just so us.

Sue told me of something during Eng tutorial.

S: do you think we're labelled as the most noisiest four in our class?

Z: wont gua. we only talk at the back and live in our own bubbles nia mah.

S: maybe leh, there is a possibility.

Z: >.<>

LOL!

231109

it's the pre-event today!

counting down 10hours :D

cant wait!

it's a chilling saturday.

too many things happened recently. time flies like phew phew phew!
overwhelmed with assignments and preps for upcoming event.
MAC yet to reply me! grrrrrrr. *teary eyes*



anywayyyyy,
her sms brightened my gloomy saturday morning :)

10.37am
'check d... It's a baby girl. Haha.. So pink n sweet things la ya'

LALALALALLALALALLA````

im getting more and more excited!
cant wait to meet the lil princess :)
already love her so much before she is born. teehee.
zoe jiejie is going to shop pink pink stuff for you :))

I CANT WAIT TO HUG YOU TICKLE YOU AND SEE YOU SMILE, LITTLE PRINCESS!
:) :) :) :) :)
I WANT TO BRING YOU TO GO SHOPPING!
:D :D :D :D :D

xxxxxxxxxxx

googled bout Poland today as a friend mentioned bout it the other day.
whoooppss!
its like a new land to me. never really looked into this country before.
backpack, sounds not bad.
*fingers toes hair crossed*
i need coins to get there!

i feel like flying again.

Gold Coast

Tasmania

New Zealand

India

Tibet

Poland

so tempting.

lotsa people telling and tempting me to go travel.

gonna visit at least half of the places in the list.

year 2010.

i need to collect more coins :D

the Tupperware Prince and Queen Zoe :)

i had fun, laughing all night.

the oxygen tank.

LOL.

thanks for the splendid night.

DO COME BACK WITH MORE JOKES!

things are falling into place :D

:D