a thermometer and a dream

God gave me a thermometer, 2days ago.
i ended up in fears and tears.
i could'nt sleep when lights were out, the rest were sleeping.
i only slept when there were people around me.
i tried to run away but i didn't.
because i know that i need to be brave.
He will take it away, He will take it away, one day.



He recalled me of a dream, that i had, few days ago.
woke up from my dream, i realised that there are things i've been refusing to do all this while.
i refused to let the fact that i did hurt him, to come into my senses.
i refused to let go of the hurts, that he left in my life.
i forgot that i've dug a hole and burried all those into the backyard of my memory.



woke up from my dream, reached out to my mobile.
i texted him.

a sorry for all the hard feelings.
a thankyou for the sweet memories.

forgive me, my dear.
and do not forget of all the memories.
because some of them are worth keeping for the rest of our lives.


i've tried to forgive, and im still trying.
the wounds will be healed, one day.

i love you, and i owe you :)