:( :( :(

im so fcb stressed up about monday's paper.
stats is a torturing nightmare.
my pride doesn't allow me to fail anymore.
once is just more than enough.
but doing stats is tormenting my mind even my body.
bad diarrhea and vomiting. keep on waking up from sleep. drowsiness and nausea.
i am mentally and physically tortured by statistics :(

everything cramps in all of a sudden.
nightmares creep in as well.
i can't keep my mind at peace at all.
i am suffocating.
i feel like running away.

people might be wondering what's wrong with me.
hellooo..it's only a resit paper!
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.


i fcb hate myself for being like this.

好想好想 大哭一场

但是

我 不可以

我 会乖