moving out moving on.

been throwing away tons of stuffs. stuffs that i keep for decades for i-don't-know-why.
clearing out all the stuffs under my bed and some from the wardrobe.
i threw most of them away. i should have done it long ago, the day when i decided to move on.
seeing those things which once meant a lot to the 'us' that time, things that you bought and things that i used to like. i feel nothing and i threw them all away. no hard feelings k? just that i figure out i need to just move on, not by keeping all these things still but throw them all away. you know why, because i have moved on since the day you drove all the way up to genting and wanted to talk. we're done. and please, stop pretending that we are still all well and cool and still friends. NO, i am telling you that we are NOT. i know you are reading this and i am doing all good, moved on, smiling bright :) i am much better without you.

i was just being polite to reply your msn once in a while and please do stop calling/texting me. you know why. because i don't want to talk to you ever again. you said you will move on and please do! have you not caused me enough pain? it took me a long while to recover and i am all good now. i am good and there is no way back to the beginning. i threw away the past as well :)


talking about shifting house. it is more than just a pain in the ass. packing up and cleaning nearly took my life :( i've done half of the cleaning and packing today. hopefully i am able to get everything done by tomorrow. argh, sick. migraine and skin allergy. mathafarkarr.


oh by the way, i need RED bedsheet desperately. anyone kind enough to buy me one? *watery puppy eyes*
LOL. okay, i know i am asking for too much :p i just cant seem to get enough of gorgeous off-white furniture and pair them with RED :)