hummss*

been reading since i got home.
from physio psych to abnomal child..
read a bit of the info online and trying to get everything into a piece. oh gawd, a presentation, a deadline and a test tomorrow. how good can my day be after everything had happened this morning...i feel like hiding under my blanket for the rest of my life and stop breathing.


came across someone's blog. 
i love how she wrote about her feelings after a breakup. i don't know her personally but she is one of my hi-bye friend's buddy's ex-gf now. argh. i have no idea why they broke up but they seemed so happily together before this. i assumed they broke up peacefully, the guy moved on without leaving anything behind. the girl, she's still crying deep down though she acts like she is very okay in front of everyone. i feel like hugging her at this moment and tell her that things are going to be alright. 
she made a point very clear in her blog, which i couldn't agree much with. there was once someone told me that we are not possible to be together cos of my family background. so i guess it is a sin to be born in such family? i am not as high maintenance as some people might think. do not ever judged me before you get to know me, seriously. i mean who the hell are you to say that i am a spoilt brat? and yeah, we cannot be together because i am a rich bitch? hell ya. i only spend on things that my dad allows me to buy, i only buy because my parents allow me to. argh, thinking of it really pisses me off. nevermind.


back to my week.
it is only tuesday and i am already suffocating. things will get better after thursday, i think.
i love doing assignments but when tests and deadlines and presentations all cramped up together, me no likey it.
don't tell me the whole thing of 'why don't you do it earlier?!' oh fcuk your brain, you have no idea how busy we are since the start of our semester. we have tests and assessments every week. and i think i look like a zombie now :s SIGH. gimme back my life, please.

i am looking forward to the bachelorette partayy this friday. instead of clubbing out celebrating, i talked her into having it at her house first before everyone moves to drinking in club :D thankyou darlinggg, you totally deserve a big angpao from me :)

Lydia made Sophia a very nice birthday cake, i want it also lor. eiks. gonna wait til september i guess.
i miss my mermaids.

going paintball with cousins on thurs. im praying for a clear blue sky~
can't wait :D

i feel like eating laksaaaa now. dinner later, perhaps.

dad asked if i still want red hardboiled eggs.
I WANT :D