today's the last day of november :)

flipped through my notebook today.
and i realised that today is the day of facebook!
LOL. obviously i miscalculated the days.
facebook fast is officially over yesterday :)

hi, facebook :)
i wonder how does it feel to be back on facebook again.
hmmmph.

Tangled*

it is a definite must watch that will REALLY REALLY REALLY light up your day :))

so unexpectedly NICE!

*screamss*

never the same.

anymore.


i waited. i knew i shouldnt have to.
it isnt the same as last time anymore.
but you texted, still.

never the same anymore.
since that day.
we both are like oceans apart, apart.
so far, so far away from each other.

i am so careful, when it comes to you.
everything turns out to be fragile since that day.
my fault, i am sorry.
forgive me, will you?

miss you buddy.
miss you.
good night. rest well.

x

CLAIRE DARLING!

<3 <3 <3

fingers.

cramps.

ish.

i do get tired too.

don't come and ask me why.

i hate this stupid question.

:((

爷爷

你说，
孩子， 勇敢地去闯，
去看世界的模样 。

我终于懂时间的重量，
你却不在身旁。


爷爷，
今夜，
我挂念您。

好多年了，
我忘了对您说，
我爱您。

the Crab Island.

a real good experience. a short escapade.

my heart found rest.

joyful short trip.

rainy day.

cute companion.

i'm loving it.

capturing moments.

i never realised i am such a poser-photop!

LOL!

all credits to you :)

short escapade of the heart.

am refreshed.

*smiles*

Pulau Ketam.

i did it on purpose//

i am filling up all my free time so that i will have no time for you.
i make myself tired so that i don't need to find ways to forget about you and cry whenever i think about you.
admit it. that's just life. everyone been there before, i was there and i am now on my way out.

meeting up isn't such a good idea i supposed.
not when i am walking out from there.
i will be fine, i told everyone.
yeah, i definitely will :)

buddy, i wonder why i am always not so wise when it comes to you.
i don't like being like this.

Delectably joyful with my buddies :)

girls with dimples.

she has one on her right cheek and i have one on my left.

the girl who always enlightens me in alot of stuffs and perfectly in lame jokes.

the monkey lover.

he once swore that he would never get anything from the pf store anymore.

and spotted wearing pufak shirt last week.

what was that?! haha.

and...

i think i grow taller this semester :D

see my height!

i fit into the whole frame daaaa :P

and...

see my shorts! the pockets are peeking out! 

i've been wanting this kinda shorts for so long and i got it myself!!

anyway, im deeply-delectably blessed!

half a year to Liverpool.

i am already packing in my head :))

sometimes by steps.

sometimes the night was beautiful
sometimes the sky was so far away
sometimes it seemed to stoop so close
you could touch it but your heart would break

sometimes the morning came too soon
sometimes the day could be so hot
there was so much work left to do
but so much You'd already done

oh God, You are my God
and i will ever praise You

i will seek You in the morning
and i will learn to walk in Your ways 

and step by step You'll lead me
and i will follow You all of my days

sometimes i think of Abraham
how one star he saw had been lit for me
he was a stranger in this land
and i am that, no less than he
and on this road to righteousness
sometimes the climb can be so steep
i may falter in my steps
but never beyond Your reach

:)

say HI to zoo :)

love my newly modified cover.

haha. thanks boss :)

spotted.

=D

missing zee old time :)

spot me! 

:D

Merry Starbucks!

adding one more to my starbucks collection <3

thank you LOVE!

another tuesday.

sitting in the shop,
blogging and hearing people screaming celebrating birthday at Friday's.

i feel very monday, lethargic.
i know it's already tuesday. daaa.
thesis and assignment deadlines.
and work.
cupcakes kinda cheer me up :)

i am spoilt for choices recently.
something good? perhaps.
i dont know.
too much to think and decisions are hard to make.

sometimes
i just miss the old me.
yea, the zoe you used to know very well.
i miss her, do you?

Zoe is,
deeply blessed to be a blessing to bless <3

cross road +

relieved.
i am.
been checking out the mailbox twice everyday faithfully for the past 3weeks.
i was nervous.

went to cut my hair short, again.
scott was surprised to see me and asked why.
i told him that i hate combing my hair.
i want to be someone you don't like.
i want to do things that you didn't approve me of doing last time.
i feel like i've won being like this.

i feel like i've moved a big step forward.
at another crossroad, now.
i yet to start to seek advice.
i know who has my best interests at heart, Him :)
He knows what's best for me and i put my trust in Him, alone :)
He is my provision alone. He is my shelter. He is my comforter at all time.
i am His, forever :)

victoryyyy :)

my GOD is so big

so strong and so mighty 

there's nothing my GOD cannot do for me!

if GOD is for me

who can be against me :)

the kind of Sunday.

it's not the perfect Sunday ever.
but i think i will get better as time passes.

mum called and asked me how have i been these few days.
i told her that i miss her, very much.
and i am glad that you called, mum :)

i feel like going home and be home today.
siblings are probably be out at this time.
mum is probably taking a nap in her room.
sunday afternoons, my usual talking time with dad, in the living room.
we will just talk, about everything.
i just miss it. right now, right there.

and...i don't feel like leaving anymore.
leaving this place where i call my home.

home.
i want to be home.

the lill angel who made my day :D

stumbled across this. which i took quite some time ago, few years ago i think.

HAHA.

itch itch itch.
very itchy. imagine me scratching all over my body while i am walking :S
very itchy. and it kinda aches. some parts turn biru hijau lagi.
doctor said it is serious allergy. what the/////////
and it comes from nowhere with no signs.
and there, he declared me a vegan for a week or more than that.
practically saying, UNTIL I AM FULLY RECOVER.

anyway, i going to be well, very soon :)
cos of the cost that Jesus beared for me on the cross, i am healed :))
you'll see me jumping around in town screaming your name soon :D

i feel November now :)

been kinda busy working recently.

surrounded by gorgeous cakes and treats. 

my new flats are happy :D

i am happy too!

frankly.

i am very very interested in this.

trying my best to work it out now.

keep me in prayers k?

:))

God's goodness always exceeds my wildest expectations :))

Gloucestershire or Liverpool?

considering and thinking :)

such tempting offer.

wisdom wisdom and wisdom :)

to make wise wise decisions.

money money matters.

God is my provision and He will provide :))

i also pray that your mind might see more clearly. then you will know the hope God has chosen you to receive. you will know that the things God's people will receive are rich and glorious. -Ephesians 1:18

before 12.

i called.
we talked.
you sounded happy over the phone.

you are happier now.


first day at work later in the morning.
you sounded excited over it.
new phase of life, you said.

keep you in prayers, i will.

buddy,
take care x