i did it on purpose//

i am filling up all my free time so that i will have no time for you.
i make myself tired so that i don't need to find ways to forget about you and cry whenever i think about you.
admit it. that's just life. everyone been there before, i was there and i am now on my way out.

meeting up isn't such a good idea i supposed.
not when i am walking out from there.
i will be fine, i told everyone.
yeah, i definitely will :)

buddy, i wonder why i am always not so wise when it comes to you.
i don't like being like this.