to you; the girl i met at poolside.

im glad.
that you remember me, when you need a shoulder to lean on.
and i give thanks for that :)


there is always a season for everything.
and, always a reason behind it.

no matter what is the reason, God's love is the answer for it all.
His grace is more than enough and it is freely give :)


i took a long time, to let go and re-settled down my heart.
long enough. longer than i thought i would take.
i used to lazed in bed for few days, not doing anything.
having the thought that how nice if i could just vanished and no one could trace me.
but i was so wrong.

we are here, for a reason.
believe it or not.
God wants us to learn. it is a definite answer that He could just help us within even a blink of eyes BUT He wants us to learn, to grow :)

whatever you desired, is already at the cross, since the moment Jesus died for us.
it is freely give and it is always there.
it is not the matter of you deserved it or not, but it's about whether you WANT it or not.
you deserved every good thing on earth even in heaven since the moment Jesus was crucified on the cross.

i used to think that i'm not worthy also.
for all Jesus did for me. and i was so wrong.
i skipped church, i did every bad thing that i could.
just to get the satisfactions out of it and proved that i'm still alive.
i was taking the wrong path tho.

after a long while, i decided to just take a step backwards, to where i started to get astray of.
and that very little step backwards with a lil mustard seed faith, i fell into the love of God again.
He assured me of His love, and His promises.
with that assurance, i know that i know, i'm secured in His arms.

what about you?
are you going to take that little step back to Him with your little mustard seed faith?
as i've told you, it's up to you to choose.
and lemme know if you've chosen to take the step like i did.
i will walk it together with you :)


love you much!
you're precious to me, never worthless.