untitled --

the fear overwhelmed me, this morning.
knowing what was going to happen and experiencing it are totally two different things.
there were too many what ifs ringing in my head.
what if.

i slept.
longer than i supposed to.
i had weird dreams.
i saw people standing around me.
some crying, some staring at me.
i tried to reach out to them, i couldn't.
they ignored me.
woke up from that long sleep, with tears on my cheeks.

i feel good.
to be alive again.

i keep my words :)