just like that?

been shopping like there's no tomorrow recently.

i'm just too free i guess and being with the wrong clique makes me spend even more. haha.

i'm not contented, at all.

been trying to fill my schedule with lots of activities.

going everywhere and get home as late as i could.

i'm a little lost, insomniac and watch talk shows to sleep every single night.

i'm still a little emo at times but i'm better by now, i cry to sleep no more.

i will soon to be okay i guess.

did movie marathon today.

Charlie St.Cloud and Eat Pray Love.

both were nice, seriously nice movies which make me thinks alot.

about haunted by the past and moving on then decide what do i want for life.

i was moved by the characters in both movies...well. my kind of movie :)

did a lil shopping today and it's a birthday gift. 

not exactly what i wanted as a gift but okay lah don't hiam so much.

life's better that way.

a gift which i don't know if i will even get the chance to give it out.

i'll just get it prepared and see how by then :)

my body is dead tired but im just so damn wide awake now.

that huge patch of blueblack is damn aching :S

i wont run and chase after people and play around next time anymore lor.

sigh.

went and got the form for remark today.
people around me are quite discouraging and telling me not to waste money.
but i am not gonna be shaken :) i have faith in my Jesus and i am truly aware of what He can do for me :)
i'm just gonna go and talk to the tutor and ask for her mercy to remark my paper.

andd...i still remember me myself, yes, i, complaining about working life months ago.
guess what. i just applied for a part time job and i am going for interview!
hope that i can really take it... gaining more experience and meeting more people :)
i need that job seriously and i am talking my brain into loving it.
shall see how things go by then.


arh. i am so blessed!