5.25am.
stuck with ethics assignment.
sigh.
i know my fingers supposed to be on my assignment but not here.
but..i am just so sien >.<


thanks to rory who had been by my side all along since last night.
rushed here since he knew that i was sick and helped me to finished most of my parts.
i am really thankful of him.
and i shouldn't have fall sick. i feel so so so guilty!
rested for the entire yesterday till now and i feel even worse. fcuk.
whats wrong with me?!?!
it's all medicine's fault! >.<


a lot of not-so-good things happened recently.
more than i could take.
a lot of people told me that i should just rely on God...
yeah, just fully rely totally surrender.
i am trying my best loh.
homesick weii. kinda useless la me, and i know la...
the thoughts of running away from everything and go home will just appear again and again whenever things are out of control in life.
i did it before, and perhaps, i would disappear again. haha.
maybe la. home is always the shelter mah.


kinda lost touch with buddies recently.
aih.
miss the time we spent together so much.
been able to update myself a bit with the one in switzerland.
happy la budak tu, miss her much.
the forever big sister since we were in primary school. haha.
and while we were chatting in msn, she reminded me of something.

xxxxxx

Sui Yun Law says:
u sure kah?
Sui Yun Law says:
cakap saja pandai
Sui Yun Law says:
kau lama tak balik
Sui Yun Law says:
selalu tak balik
Sui Yun Law says:
=.=
Sui Yun Law says:
u punya rumah sudah pindah ke kl

xxxxxx

it sounds more like scolding horr...
makes me kind of guilty. kinda flew her lots of aeroplanes in the past few years.
wasn't able to go home after i promised her, almost everytime.
hmmm...i have gone home for 4 times for the past 4 years.
and i did not go home at all for the past one year. >.<
aisehh.. ku akan balik rumah very often ok?
don't boycott me la u all!


nahh..time to get back to assignment.
i am thankful, for all the great people who create great moments together with me in my life.
*smile big big*


loves loves.