i feel like going home...

...to spend some quality time with my family.


i decided to go home, because something happened.
something that rings the bell in my heart. i need to go home.

people wonder why i go home at such a time. i mean as in skipping college and go home. well, don't you think that this is just so Zoe :)

anywayy, this trip back home is purposed to spend some quality time with my family. to you all back at home, pardon me first. yes, you you you you you you you. don't be offended if i refused to go out yamcha or spend time with you. as i've mentioned, this trip back home is for my FAMILY only :)

will find another time and go home spend some quality time with you all, but not this time. wonder why i informed some of you that i'm going back IF i don't plan to spend time with you all. that's because i don't want you to be surpised/shocked when you see me driving/walking on the streets. haha.


someone actually scolded me of not telling her that i went back home last time. you know who you are and this actually spoilt my entire holiday mood and i ended up with a decision: not to meet her! haha. because she threw me tantrum regarding the whole 'i didn't tell her that i was going back home' thingie. who's more childish? :p

i have my own freedom to choose what i want to do :)

incase you didn't read properly, again,
THIS TRIP BACK HOME IS MAINLY FOR MY FAMILY ONLY.
i will still go out but my family will be my priority :)

ooppss, DINNERS ARE MEANT TO BE WITH MY FAMILY too btw.
so, DO NOT BE OFFENDED IF I TELL YOU THAT I DON'T WANT TO GO OUT :) :) :) :) :)


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i found a song. sort of my theme song recently :)
i love the lyrics.



Savior, please
by Josh Wilson

Savior, please take my hand
I work so hard, I live so fast
This life begins, and then it ends
And I do the best that I can, but I don't know how long I'll last

I try to be so tough
But I'm just not strong enough
I can't do this alone, God I need You to hold on to me
I try to be good enough
But I'm nothing without Your love
Savior, please keep saving me

Savior, please help me stand
I fall so hard, I fade so fast
Will You begin right where I end
And be the God of all I am because You're all I have

Hallelujah
Everything You are to me
Is everything I'll ever need
And I am learning to believe
That I don't have to prove a thing
'Cause You're the one who's saving me

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p/s: please be considerate to a person who spends her past five years away from home. and do look at my heart which desires to spend time with my family :)