im lazy...

...to think.

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i love this song.

Right in front of me
by Josh Wilson

some say we’ve all been searching for a God for years in vain
and some say belief is just the easy way around our pain
and sometimes i’d like to agree when they’re telling me that this is all an accident
cause it’s hard to let this heart believe when my mind is screaming out I need more evidence
but do i really need more evidence?

i want a miracle, something impossible
so would You help me to believe
when You say everything that’s right in front of me
is all the proof i’ll ever need

i hear it in the winter wind that blows the icy snow against my skin
and i see it in that summer sun that rises high and then burns out again
and i feel it in my chest in the quiet moments that i trust in what You say
would You help me trust in what You say?

maybe this is what it means to question You and still believe
to search and still be satisfied, to know and yet to wonder why
to put my faith in things i doubt, to love what i can’t figure out
maybe this is what it means
to want a miracle, something impossible
but have the faith to still believe
when You say everything that’s right in front of me is all the proof i’ll ever need

don’t need a miracle, something impossible
that makes You easy to believe
When You say everything that’s right in front of me is all the proof i’ll ever need

You’re all the proof i’ll ever need
so would You help me to believe

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this song, somehow express the very urge of us, who always wanted miracles, just to prove the existence of God. we search everywhere, just to make sure that God exists in our lives. we question why isn't God listening to us, why God never draw near to us when we need Him?

but why, why do we need miracles to believe God is here? why, why do we need to prove that God exists? you can't see the air but you know that you are breathing in the air :) simple, isn't it? cos oxygen is scientifically proven, it is there, in the air.

what about God? lagi senang lah. we can't use science to measure and even to prove the existence of God because science is created by God :) your existence is the best proof of God's existence! He knows you by name far before You were born. His only Son died for you before you were born. you want proofs? what about this this this this this. take your time and questionings are welcome fyi :)

He told me that the battles that i am facing, are not mine.

but His to fight for me.

how sweet my Jesus is :)

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counting down: 5days to Bangkok.