saturday romance.

i am working.
tired but contented.
learning new stuffs meeting new people.
life isn't as vain as last time but it's still good i think.
a lot going through my mind recently and i can do nothing about it.
i tried to make myself tired, stayed awake till the morning and i didn't get tired.
i tried to sleep, kept waking up in the middle of it.

i miss not being here.
i don't like to be here.
i don't want to be here.


i was happier when i wasn't here.
i want to be physically absent from the place where you are at.
i am suffocating staying here.

tell me everything will be alright, tell me.